Trusting during Uncertainty

I've been back in the states for three weeks now. In this time, there have been some major transitions in my life. Not only getting used to living in America again but also moving and finding a new church and job hunting. It all happened incredibly fast and though I was and still am peaceful about the move I still find myself wondering what I am doing. I am still looking for a job and that in itself can be stressful and a little frightening. One of the reasons I decided to make the move was because I applied for a job at a church. I had my interview earlier this week and I have been going over it again and again in my head. I believe with everything in me that this move was God ordained and that this season here will be good. I don't however know if the job I applied for is the one God has for me. I know that I am in a place where I am having to completely trust that whatever God is doing is good and that He will lead me where I need to go, and where I need to work. The more I think about my interview I keep going over the questions I was asked and my answers given. Regardless of if this is the job I'm suppose to get, which quite honestly, I'm not sure, I know that God used that interview to reaffirm some desires in my heart and remind me that He truly has called me to that. I answered worship as my passion, as my desire, as the area God has gifted me in and called me too. I would try and think of maybe some other answer but I couldn't, because it has and always will be worship that drives me. I left the interview a little confused because the more I tried to think about how I could be used in this particular job in a certain area of ministry all I could think about is how I could get involved in worship instead. Then I felt a little scared because I need a job and I just moved away from my home and well, here I am. Each day though, I feel God's peace over me and Him remind me to trust Him. That He is using everything, absolutely everything, to lead me into His perfect purpose for me. If that means He used an interview to reaffirm and redirect my passion and purpose, then Praise God! If that means He used a time of uncertainty to grow my trust and faith, Praise God! I was told this past Sunday at church to not despise the preparation because it is where my purpose is found. This is an unusual season of preparation for me. It is unlike any other process that I have found myself in. But, it is good, it is intentional, and it's leading me to a purpose far greater than anything I could have imagined. 

Trust God, even when everything around you in uncertain, He never is.